Just found out I'm going to Florida this June! I am so so excited. I didn't think we could afford it even for next year but C has suprised me with tickets and flight. I just can't wait. This has kind of given me solid proof that C is serious about us. After all of last year, this is probably all I need. I think I trust him, the fact that he would do this for me. It confirms he loves me the way he says he does. Don't take me wrong, I'm not materialistic. It's not the fact that he's spent so much money to take me. It's the fact that he has saved this money for so long for us. It's the fact that he has been thinking about us and can see a future with me and him or else he wouldn't do this. I can't really put it into words but at the moment, I'm feeling very lucky.
It's been weird being back at home seeing C once a week.. But it really makes a difference. He seemed to have missed me so much when I saw him yesterday. He couldn't keep his eyes off me, he couldn't keep his kisses to himself, I was smoothered by them and it was such a lovely feeling knowing he missed me so much. It makes me feel appreciated, wanted.
Anyway, I had an interview yesterday. I really wanted the job but now I'm not so sure. It seems they're not what I'm looking for and I'm not what they're looking for. But we will see when they get in touch next week..
I spent the day with my best friend, V. I miss her so much when I'm away. I miss someone knowing about me thoroughly although I think she has changed and so have I. Still, catching up with an old friend is nice and Krispy Kreme Doughnuts made the day even better. I went searching for the Perfect Dress but seems like I'm too picky. Oh well I have until May still..
And work has still not been done.
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder.."
