Why does my boyfriend always go out of his way to talk to girls he thinks may be interested?
Unfaithful? I don’t know.
He loves me, he loves me not. I trust him, I trust him not.
So, the new interest is F, a friend of his little sister. We went to his sister’s party last week and F was there. I had a good start to the night, I had a laugh. He kept disappearing to say hi to family and friends and I was fine with that. I was being kept company by a friend. But when she left, I was on my own. So my boyfriend kept spending all his time with his work friends. He said he couldn’t leave them yet he didn’t think to ask me to join them. So after too many drinks I ignored him. He ignored me. Until the end of the night. When we went home, it escalated to a full blow argument in the streets but by the time I was asleep all was well again. We made up. Settled.
A few days later, he messaged F. Should your boyfriend do this, is his normal? Why would you just message someone like that out of the blue? It wasn’t like he knew her well; he knew her name and that was probably it. Apparently she fancied him a while ago but I don’t know if that still stood true. So yeah, she replied. She said I wasn’t happy during the party but who would be if you felt left out by your own boyfriend during the night but to be honest, I was pretty happy most of the night until near the end. Stupid cow, what’s it to her anyway? Why does she feel the need to say I wasn’t too happy?! It had nothing to do with her.
That’s my rant. It just pissed me off. Needed to get it out of my system.
I don’t know what goes on in C’s head. I’ve thought about us being forever and we’ve talked about it but with frequent things like this happening, I can’t see it being concrete. I’m just trying to keep my head up above things and not take us too seriously because my heart doesn’t need more pain than it’s already going through..
